Qui suis-je?

Qui suis-je?

E oh u.. yea u the visitor!
how did u even end up here?
let me guess.. u're wondering whether it was worthy enough to waste few secs going through this profile? one which seems to be shit and just like the others?
well u're most likely to be right!

Le tout premier article de mon blog!
It all started with me having nothing great to do, so thought of pouring out everything that surrounds me with the help of words; all about my hopes, fears, sorrows, joys, inspirations, failures, disappointments, opinions, flaws, poems, writings, friends, interests bref mon univers quoi..

Qui suis-je?
ey bien suis plus connue sous les pseudo 'Illusion' et 'Daughter_Of_Darkness' . Reckon that u've got something else to do rather than reading a person's article huh? If ever u've started then u might as well go through it till the end.
the name is archana
I have nothing special about.
I am never totally satisfied with what I do.
over scrutinizing situations is something I love doing.
I write whenever I need to let go of my inner self.
I often wonder about death.
I don't suffer from insanity but I enjoy every minute of it.
self-confidence is not part of my agenda and I tend to easily blend in the crowd.
I try to think of myself as being cold.
I always crave for things which are out of reach.
wrath and insatiability are ranked in the top position in my flaws list.
I'm no good when it comes to talking about my feelings.
I don't trust people easily for everyone I know has lied to me at least once.
living at my own pace and fixing my broken dreams are part of my daily routines.
I always expect too much from people.
I'm currently looking for a book with the title 'how to appreciate the wonders of life' or 'how to find happiness in little things' but looks like no one felt the need of writing such a book.
love is beyond my understanding.
I'm no fame sucker.
I love the sound of breaking glass.
complexity is my second name and anonymity is my favourite word.
I hate liars and spiders as much as I love coffee and music.
I believe in “Revenge est un plat qui se mange froid”.
I might have continued writing but then why should I?

Ah weps les fameux pronostics, si mon article vous a vraiment deplu alors faites moi savoir.. je ne peux pas deviner les commentaires on my own! Well honestly I don't give a damn about people's opinions coz they are only meant for intimidation, am I being rude? suis desolée mais seriously comments are most welcome as long as u guys don't piss me off! mon blog sera half Français et moitié English because I'm much more at ease this way! Mon blog contiendra tout ceux qui me plaisent, m'intriguent et me font chier. Weps everything I post in here iz my own unless I specify the source.. dunno why some people find this hard to believe and most of the pictures are from deviantart.
Et oui surtout excusez moi pour toutes les fautes grammaticales..
[updated version!]


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# Posté le mardi 21 août 2007 10:37

Modifié le samedi 15 novembre 2008 01:09

Me présenter d'avantage?

Me présenter d'avantage?

So where should I start from?
Oh yeps my only talent is the 'amazing crap writing ability'.
Guess that's the only stuff I'm good at!

Voici les quelques mots qui me décrivent mieux:
Let's hear it from the people
stubborn
weird [some say I'm funny.. maybe weh..]
pessimistic
embrouillée
bitchy
egoistic
spontaneous
arrogant [hating me coz I'm sure of my ground won't change anything]
aloof [quiet mostly when I've got something on my mind but then I'm always quiet now]
daydreamer
spendthrift
impulsive [weh I'm always doing stupid things while acting on impulse]
emotional [while never ceasing to let go the practical part of me]
self-centered
méfiante
depressive
capricieuse
complicated [jusqu'au bout des ongles..]
moody [mood swinging iz another one of my traits; I may be laughing my head off then a sec later something just crosses my mind and leaves me feeling rotten]
Hot-tempered [got such a lousy temper huh..]

[lol they got most of it right.. now my version..]
Suis juste quelqu'une qui cherche refuge dans ce monde déroutant, qui passe son temps à étudier les autres, à écrire ses sentiments et ses pensées bref sa vie sur des feuilles de papiers qu'elle cache du regard des autres, à écouter les autres plutôt qu'à raconter son histoire, à contempler les merveilles de la nature, yeps love watching the stars, walking in the rain, spending hours gazing at the moon, watching the rainbows, oops without forgetting the sunset, the sweet breeze tickling my face and brushing aside my hair lol... hmmm maybe it's the little girl inside of me who still loves these wonders... mon univers tourne autour du mot 'musique, musique et musique' yeps suis accro à ma guitare hmmm la simplicité m'intrigue euh pourquoi?
[huh il y en a tant des questions mais aucune réponse... :S]

ayooo sinon j'aime bien faire du shopping; acheter des trucs which I'll never use, suis trop trop trop gourmande pfff les chocolats, les soufflés, les petits choux, les glaces, lasagne, pizza, cheesecake, apple pie, mille feuilles, black forest hmmm je n'arriverai jamais à les résister :P haha j'aime beaucoup la lecture uhuh je peux passer ma journée entière en compagnie des livres... ah les livres ont le merveilleux pouvoir d'alléger la solitude euh ey non suis pas totally insane.. kinda love anime! 1e vraie fan de bleach, naruto, death note, blood+, claymore, vampire knight, rurouni kenshin euhh downloaded too many then deleted them anyway aaaaoooouuuiiii j'ai toujours mal :D je me plaints sans arrêt de tout!

Autrement je déteste les mensonges, les produits cosmétiques, les araignées, les pannes d'électricités, les embouteillages, les mathématiques, les discours, les épinards et la musique qui n'a pas de sens.. suis in love with someone.. mais il ne sait pas a quel point je tiens a lui pfff quelquefois on dirait qu'il ne se souvient même pas de mon existence.. Bref c'est lui l'apha et l'omega de ma vie :(
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# Posté le mardi 21 août 2007 11:58

Modifié le jeudi 11 septembre 2008 00:54

Prayer Of Death

Prayer Of Death
All are doomed to burn.
Love feeds the flames.
Days of endless pains.
And the smoke takes each in turn.

All are doomed to rust.
Time destroys our lives.
Nights cuts like knives.
And the wind carries away the dust.

All are doomed to love.
All are doomed to die.
Tonight bring the black tomb.
For even the most high.
Even those in this room.
Cannot pretend to fly.

And I know.
Even you.
Even I.
Must die.

[On commence toutes les taches par une priere...that's what I've been taught...mais j'y crois pas qu'ils parlaient de cette type de priere qu'en pensez vous? niak niak well found this in one of Pike's books pfff can't remember the title.. merde I modified it a bit though anyway it's one of my favourite poems =)]
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# Posté le mercredi 22 août 2007 10:40

Modifié le mardi 19 août 2008 03:08

My Destiny

My Destiny
Left in a closed room,
Dying and fading into nothingness,
While yearning for the final doom,
For no one to understand my loneliness.
Hope lies on that single ray of moonlight,
Piercing, contracting and gliding through the obscurity,
Against the mighty ruling darkness, the beam loses the fight,
The sight of the lost battle compels me into losing sanity.
The strictly prohibited desires and memories blend into shadows;
Lurking in the room warding off my most unreachable dream,
no one to understand my pain, frustration and sorrows,
The shadows refuse to go away even if I scream.
So I will just sit up and pray..


[Part of the poem came crushing in my head leaving me feeling depressed and obsessed while I was dreaming nfin weh I heard these words in my dream.. by the time I woke up several lines had already taken form.. While writing this I had someone in mind..
weps someone who once meant the world to me and who once promised me the world.
Well anyway this poem iz kinda meaningless now but still.. I like it]
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# Posté le jeudi 06 septembre 2007 15:32

Modifié le mardi 05 août 2008 05:33

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these were my first articles pfff yep i know they're kinda too 'gray' and 'impersonal' as someone pointed out. Well i'm working on that sinon i tried a different look, made a few modifications here and there cependant suis toujours pas satisfaite du resultat! anyway how about lingering a bit more on my blog huh?

Merci a tous ceux who passed by and felt the need to leave me messages asking me to vote for them lol
Anyway people don't waste ur time asking for my vote. Sure I'd like to be friends with u the visitor but are u worthy to be among my friends? Maybe yes or maybe non.. damn I'm being rude again pff it's just that skyrock seems to be full of superfluous and fake people tchiiik.. well I kinda sorted out the following pages as such:
* stuffs that I love
* my besm8s
* my poems and quotes
* a few randoms thoughts

well if u're fed up with this shit then u know the way out huh? was I being rude in this article.. sorry i was trying not to b.. :D
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# Posté le samedi 08 septembre 2007 13:01

Modifié le samedi 22 novembre 2008 01:26