Itsumo arigatou.. Honto arigatou.. Arigatou..

Itsumo arigatou.. Honto arigatou.. Arigatou..
For the people who always hold me up,
I put my daily thoughts into this Rhapsody.
Deliver my feeling of appreciation.
Thanks for always.
Thanks for real.
No matter where you are,
I'm grateful for your presence.
When the twilight city was bathed in vermilion.
I walked the streets without a care.
In the afternoon, when crowds of comer and goers swell,
I tried just sort of standing still.
When a tiny gap that opened in my heart,
I tried to fill it by learning cell phone manners.
You're not alone, just look.
We'll hold each other up.
For the people who always hole me up,
I put my daily thoughts into this Rhapsody.
Deliver my feeling of appreciation.
Thanks for always.
Thanks for real.
No matter where you are,
I'm grateful for your presence.

[Bleach ending #2..
I dedicate this one to
Nishi who reminded me that no goal iz too distant and no star iz too high to reach
Anu who coped with my mood swings
Adi who understood how tough it was to find time now
Hems who advised me to eat chocolate whenever I felt down
Nishal who didn't fly off the handle whenever I wasn't myself
Brian who answered all my stupid questions patiently
Yud who reminded me how good it was to just stop and savor life [or rather 'chana puri']
Hans who was here
Kirby who was here even though he was far away
Swad who gave me a new aim
Nits who delivered the final blow..
Thank you everyone!]
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# Posté le mercredi 05 mars 2008 04:44

Modifié le mardi 19 août 2008 06:39

sняinε dεdicαтεd то sомεоnε spεciαl

sняinε dεdicαтεd то sомεоnε spεciαl
If I don't cry,
Do you think I don't feel?
If I look away,
it doesn't mean I don't see,
And just because I want someone when I'm alone,
Doesn't mean I'm helpless,
That I can't stand on my own.
How long can I wait?
How strong do you think I am?
How much can I take of this?
Am I a rock, or a rose, or a fist?
It's so hard to tell,
What's in your heart,
What you keep to yourself,
Is tearing me apart,
And should I be afraid,
To dream about yesterday?
And if you feel the same,
What you going to do?

[kinda made a mixture from the lyrics of 'Liar' and 'How strong do you think i am' by Alexz J]

This is for
the one who held me up during good and bad times
the one whose presence meant a lot
the one who brought sunshine in ma life
the one who understood things no else did
the one who iz my closest friend
or rather the one who used to be my sista

Why am I even writing this?
dunno.. maybe coz ma blog will never be complete without u
pfff kinda difficult to imagine the future without u by my side
maybe there won't be any future after all

There were so many stuffs that I wanted to say
nan that I needed to say
but I didn't..
there was a time when I used to get on ya nerves
with ma non stop chatter
now I need to think twice before I utter a word

People change with time
and so did we.
feels like I'm standing at crossroads
haunting memories!
zako, temple, kfc, pizza hut, arsenal, crematoir,
jab we met, crystals, halloween, birthdays,
classes, phone calls, determination, fears, hopes,
tears and smiles.
Anyway what's the use of talking about the past?

It hurts
It hurts so much
But then maybe it is for the best

unsaid words?
It's really over this time..
should it really be?
guess so!

I'll find friends at every junction of my life
some will stick together while others will leave
some will lie while others will smile
some will walk by my side while some will walk away
And I'll deal with everything on my own
I'll be fine.

Then one night I'll stare at the sky,
listen to the tic tac of the clock,
breathe in the air mingled with the sweet smell of wet soil
and I'll think about the girl who used to be my best friend
about how things could have been different today.
Then I'll laugh it away and sleep
and wake up to face another day!

Arigatou!
We may never talk again
We'll be cold and indifferent to each other
We'll both tread our own path
We may not even give a damn about each other
We may even hate each other at a certain point
but still thank you Nits!
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# Posté le dimanche 06 avril 2008 06:08

Modifié le mardi 19 août 2008 03:03

time immemorial

time immemorial
day by day
we decay
so lets play
before we turn into clay!

[boff j'arrive plus a ecrire.. sniff anyway this one iz for someone weird and probably insane but exceptional lol the first two lines are his.. well we could have gotten along well but we didn't lol ca fait un sacre bout de temps que je n'avais pas ecrit en francais lol losing grip..
so where was i? merde u're still reading this? Ishida this one iz for you.. coz u've got the touch that I lack!]
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# Posté le dimanche 11 mai 2008 03:05

Modifié le mardi 19 août 2008 03:06

Alors pourquoi?

Alors pourquoi?
On sera tous bien seul,

Et même plein de solitude

On aura encore l'attitude

Du linceul qui s'ignore.


On fera des trucs,

Ou des choses.

De l'art ou la brute,

Mais avec la pose.


M'approchant de la mort

Je fais moi de la prose,

Et sans conjurer le sort

J'attends tout de l'arthrose..


[it's just something I came across.. eurmm nothing good or bad just the usual stuff.. anyway someone believes in me.. does this explains my smile?]
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# Posté le mardi 08 juillet 2008 05:58

Modifié le mardi 19 août 2008 03:07